Along with being absent from my blog, I have been doing some deep thinking about my place in the universe and what I am doing with my time here, these are just two of many countless topics i've thought about. This post will be me rambling about my life for the past few months.
I wrote this today, in a sort of depressed mood from last night/this morning.
Walking on the plane of existence. Where the light fades to darkness. No one with me to tell me to stay. Why not try it? The decision is mine this time, no outside influence to hold me back. I sit there for an eternity, trying to choose, waiting for someone to stumble upon me so we can choose together.
My thoughts, as of late, have been similar to that. Unsure of the future, somewhat disdained about the past, living day to day in present.
My friend just got back from basic training. He was here for 10 days. It was really great to see him again and really sad to see him go back for more training. We had some great conversations about the meaning of life, who we are as beings. It will be nice to see him again this fall when he comes back for a few days.
More to come soon.
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